Monday, March 21
ok.
aaronn and sean came over just now. ate prata and watch lotr. sean left earlier.
i'm gonna blog abt cj
honestly, i dont like cj in general. the people are nice but everything else abt the sch clashes with my character. maybe it's me, cause i know of some ppl who love cj. i'm happy for them.
basically, i didnt feel like i belong. maybe it's because i dont go for class outings and all, but i honestly did try.
1t31- although my stay was short but my sense of belonging is much stronger compared to 33. the ppl in there appreciated me more. love me more. at least i know mabel does=)) when i left to 33, the ppl in 31 were still nice and friendly to me. i'm truly thankful for them. even now.. it's the ppl in 31 who are talking to me, msging me and all. =D
to 1t33... i dont want to feel this way.. but yup. i remember the conversation with cedric and youwei at lido. and yup. the ppl in 33 are generally nice. but i know friendships with them will never last. "out of sight , out of mind"? yah, i guess so. i had fun with the class during sch hours, but after sch.. it's the same old emptiness. like.. what have i gained from this? --nothing(that kinda feelings) yen, ced, youwei, zying..these ppl did make my stay in 33 more fun. but thats as far as it goes.
i'm honestly disappointed. not with the ppl, but it's just an overall feeling i get.
i dig on gd friendships, but they dont come easy. '