Thursday, May 5
i freaking hate my life now. total contridiction. i just told jing a few hours ago i like the way it is.
yes, i'm fine with the changes and all, but the stuff today killed me.
thanks joan for listening to me. =)
i bought another bag on impulse. 80++. forth bag in 3 weeks. i killed myself.
freak freak freak freak freak. i feel so shit abt everything now i feel like running, no, doing my most detested sport- swimming.
argh.
oh did i mention, i love my phone. yes the flip nokia phone. i love nokia flip phones. especially mine. like mine mine mine.=D
there you go again, shutting me out of your life
just when i felt that i was reaching you, you turned your back on me.
i'm sick and tired. sick and tired. sick and tired. sick and tried.
i need walking, shopping, movie therapy. like hell now.
i need to sink into seclusion. i dont feel like talking, i'm getting irritating with typing, and the only person i feel like msging is like bad mooding.
