Monday, June 20
i stand forth in front of the mirror and i dont see myself
she's lost herself, unable to pick the pieces up. she know she has changed, but thought was never really put into it all..untill now. mumblings and human chatter engulfed her. people are talking.
too wild, too out of control, too irrational they say. and yet, she thinks not of these..
who can she turn to? she tried talking to her friends. 3 she has told. 2 she know will listen, but yet unable to help her. 1 walked out of her, telling her she no longer recognise her anymore and she felt uncomfortable. she dare not risk the consequences in pouring her heart out. she bottles it all.
her mind screams out to her..
i dont know you anymore.
sean gave me a surprised visit yest. met char for supper..
