Tuesday, November 15
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It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know whyI do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
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i chanced upon hurt and pain all over again, or did it come knocking on my door?
thanks nette, samfok and samseah for being there when it all happened.
and gwen always.
chunhuat & landon for keeping me company, i enjoyed the talk we had this afternoon chun.
and jun, who knows how much i love her already. i had fun with you this afternoon despite the short period of time.
eve's gone to m'sia. i'm missing her.
buy flowers to keep the smile.
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class bbq was great i swear. i miss the class so much. and yeah we all had fun. i felt so pampered and loved with everyone just serving me and looking out for me. but i'm alrights, thanks=)
1sd1 '05
i remember the other day when louis randomly msged me asking if i was okay. though i replied only several days later, i do admit that yup, i was touched. thanks boy.
and there are others who are always there.
cause it's a long long journey..
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what do you mean by giving me a call and hanging up so quickly even before my phone can register a ring.
guess u just wanted to do the whole mockery thing all over again.
i'm not going to fall for it again. i'm gonna stop hoping.