so i'm back from ubin, darker and tired. cycling was enjoyable, parents were cute, but they tire, so i carried on on my own. ate seafood dinner over there and we ordered a whole lot, with icecream. ooh..

did a little thinking over there while the passing wind howled in my ear. and nah, listening to the spill canvas now isnt helping much either. maybe i should just retreat to bed and sleep everything off.

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noticed that i've been rather open and honest about how i feel towards things; and yup.. i do hope it's a good start for things that are happening around now.

but sometimes, honesty kills.

and yup; i think i can quite surely say that i'm over him. yes him. that boy over there who overstayed in my brain. seeing him at falala was a nothing much for me; but still, i hope he's fine and yup; i'm glad it's all over and that i can finally close that chapter of my life.

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friendship btwn me and XXX are kinda.. raw now. at least for me cause i'm not sure she even know it's her i'm talking about. but.. yeah, like i said to 2 friends of mine; i guess it's not THAT surprising that it happened at all. it's not about who she blah with, but rather the reason behind it. then again.. what excuse can she possibly come up with when it was so blatant, so obvious that she can no longer deny.

the feeling is nothing but disappointment; i dont know what to expect out of you anymore. and with school startin, i'm not sure i can let it go in time

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whaoo.. an amazingly long entry. didnt know i had so much to say. well goodnights for now.