Thursday, April 6
recovery, heads up/
and so i screwed yesterday up again. well much thanks to those who showed care and concern; thanks guys.
so it seemed like everything was weighing me down. this and that, this and that. but i guess it'll get better, right? i'll think abt the consequences later.
now with the 80dollars ankle guard, i'm praying that it'll prove its worthiness and work. it better.
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after school today was one of those rare times in this dark period that i've been rather happy. firstly i managed to settle some stuff and that a whole load off my chest, then it was the reading of chunhuat's blog that made me laugh uncontrollably. dinner at brewerks was not bad with my all time favourite dessert. yes, we shared good times today.
hmm, now it seems that i can be made better by the little trvial stuff, but nah, it's easier to dampen my spirits than anything else.
i guess the hectic schedule of school and trng is draining me so fast that its making me more vulnerable to everything around me. i cry so much more easily now, and i'm easily upsetted by the forces all around.
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it's hard to avoid and deny that matter cause firstly, there's school. and we cant possibly run away from each other all the time. but it sucks, and bah. it's more complicated than that.
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stupid new ipod (cause my old one was faulty AGAIN) is taking like 8y853485 years to get formatted. BAH.