=)

thanks nette for the pictures

then sam fok came and we aimlessly walked around town. finally settled down and this pub called 3monkeys and guess who we saw? 2 of our acjc pe teachers and one of them was smoking. hmmm...

we barely managed to get landon drunk with the flaming monkey. and the toilet encounter with some drunk angmoh dude was kinda funny. he was apparently exposing himself to the world, of which the 3 of us(me nette gwen) all failed to notice until landon told us about it. oh well..haha

then the 6 of us explored the sleazy orchard towers which was overflowed with trannies and desperate ang moh man. ooh.. what a scary yet entertaining sight it was. but i dont think i want to go back to such a place.. i was so paranoid and kept thinking that some tranny's going to pick a fight with us. i literally kept my eyes to the ground the entire time.

okay. left town at about 12, probably caught the last bus home. DAMN. i shouldnt have taken the bus. UGH! (nette! what a wasted opportunity! grrr.. it could have been so sweet)

ouch, my right lung hurts. think i sniffed too hard or blew my nose too violently. ouch ouch..!
sniffs
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okay fun aside.
i think i finally came to terms with it and i'm slowly letting it go.
what my sister said previously was so right, i need to stop hoping for something that is not going to happen. and once you let go of that hope, things will brighten up!

well.. though giving up on any thing seems rather illogical. but it's apparently the best thing to do. guess there's always 2 side to a coin.

so i told mummy about my ticket there and got her to cancel it

better things will come for me:)