Wednesday, October 4
Can we win this?
we are the master of our fate
so the 7'oclock chinese show told me so. hmm..
coughs, i think the haze is getting to me. oops.
i would like to keep my voice, so kindly go away?
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so tmr will be day when i'll start my endless pursuer for my predicted grades. to place it rather bluntly, shamless begging.
to be honest, i hate having to lower myself and beg. but i created this mess myself and i have to clear it up and make things right. pride or not, it has to go, for this scarifice, or rather this amendment has to be made for the sake of my future.
so this has been bugging me for sooo long it's crazy. i think it's partly one of those issue that floated at the top of my head and prevented me from sleeping last night. urgh, so here you go laura.
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speaking of which, (yes, you're secretly reading this) last night was definitely a part-culprit in keeping me awake.
shall i go into details? nah.
if it was meant to deter, i'm actually not sure if it served it's purpose. but anyhow, i interpret it in the way that the cards are now laid on the table. gamble away, or gamble not.
well actually, before the game starts, i think we both need to clear our heads.
i guess for me i have yet to seriously sit down with myself and think it through. well ever since 40 days ago, i didnt think i'd have to think about such things anytime soon. but like i've said before, well at least this applies to myself, i can't fight fate and i won't fight the feeling.
so now it's time for me to figure what this "feeling" is exactly and see where i'll head on from here.
wooo..juicy huh? haha.
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so is lantern festival this friday or not?! can anyone tell me if it is?!
ooh, can i please tell you that hady mirza is on repeat now? haha, he's OH SO CHARMING!
thanks al!