Tuesday, October 3
Don't fear.
"emotional rollercoaster"
this word was randomly flashed to me a while ago while talking to another. and it somehow hit me in a more than conventional sense.
there's just so much uncertainty i feel as if i'm walking eggshells. i don't like things beyond my control, it makes me fear. i very much prefer the ball to be in my court, but matter of factly, it's not.
ooh..bounce.
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so i googled the word "infatuation"
1.the state of being infatuated.
2.the act of infatuating.
3.foolish or all-absorbing passion or an instance of this: a mere infatuation that will not last.
4.the object of a person's infatuation: When I was a kid, my infatuation was stamp collecting.
and the word "crush"
8.to overwhelm with confusion, chagrin, or humiliation, as by argumentation or a slighting action or remark; squelch.
9.to oppress grievously.
15.Informal.
a.an intense but usually short-lived infatuation.
b.the object of such an infatuation
i feel like a primary school kid oogling over the next door pet or something. haha.
but seriously.
so do these apply? what's the next level?
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please, i'm no emokid.