Playmate.

so nutmeg found a new friend.
he plays with her at the wee hours of the morning.
he greets her with joy and excitement.
he obeys her like she's holding power.
he likes her best when she handles him.

nutmeg don't let your friend run away alright?

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i wish my dad would just shutup.
i wish my mum would stop forcing me.
i wish i didn't have exams.
i wish i had more time.
i wish i was more in control.
i wish you would stop saying that.
i wish i'm graduated vet.
i wish i was rich.
i wish i could make myself sleep more.
i wish i had a house on my own.

ooh, i'm no emo kid, please.

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ah, got to get down with the entrance essay. but i just somehow can't force myself to get started.