and so i go down on my knees.
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nette's birthday dinner at clark quay was great.
will upload pictures when i have time.

i'm starting to understand how 9-6 jobs kill.
wow.

and this is just great. i'm having one of those split thoughts night again. hate it when it happens because there's just two absolutely contrasting train of ideas in my head which makes me a super indecisive, settle for whatever kinda person.

nightmares, they'll haunt me again.

you see, i'm having a sudden urge to do something really rash. like.. get a tatoo or smth. but NAH, thats so not laura lah, she'll never do that.maybe i should get an extra ear hole or something. okay. not anything remarkable or astounding, yes i know. but i'm not that adventurous. my mummy will get a heart attack. so will i. hmmm..

suggestions?

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somebody more like myself.