I wish I could sleep, I wish I could dream I love the sound of my feet against these empty streets --
i was told i was too intense in the past, and i'm starting to think it's really true. this level of intensity causes me to expect, to hope too much. and time and time again it has been proven that i've set an expectation so high it gets me down.
i've tried to change this particular trait about me, repeatedly actually. but somehow i just cant shake that off and i'm again left upset and moody over things that the other party doesnt even know.
i'm hoping that i'm just sensitive because it's a friday. and maybe if you've noticed, i dislike fridays. so much that i cant function properly on all of my fridays.
to be honest, i just want to pop a pill and pray for the painful cold night to be over. --
had rat dissection the other day at bio lab. the rats were pretty white ones. though they stank on the outside, the insides were rather fascinating i have to say.
Look at the digestive and reproductive systems!
The respiratory organs.