Sunday, May 20
The side effects.
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#1: i took a 45 min-1 hour tram trip on my own out to the suburbs today.
bought 2 whole cakes cause i just felt like it.
took the tram back and pigged out on cakes.
killed my diet which i have been working on for quite a couple of weeks. crap.
#2: cooked super oily malay fried rice for dinner. ate a shitload of rice( and yes i hate rice), and half a bottle of sambal chilli + MORE CAKE.
now my tummy hurts from the chilli and i think i'm gonna have diarrhea in a bit.
#3: found another therapeutic hobby. sitting in the shower.
flu and enormous electricity bill. gosh, i hate paying.
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i feel like such a messed up kid. 1) messed up. 2) kid.
like seriously.
i need to snap out of it.
and just so you know, winter's here. and it's cold. very cold.
i dont know why but my thoughts aint flowing.
so here goes.
