i feel the urge to push for something different in myself. anything, even if it's just a haircut. snipping all of my hair off seems to promise me something better, better than how things are now at least.
i wish for all you guys to just leave me alone all i really want is to be alone i'm sick of being obligated to this and that, fed up of having to take others' wants/feelings/dislikes/shit into consideration.
can it just be me for once? gosh. --
pips is doing just fine. pretty well actually.. she's eating so much these days it's.. phenomenal. from timothy hay to carrot, to pellets, to bak choy and now.. apple skins. she's such a little thing but yet she's eating like a monster rabbit.
but she's quite a brat, with all her peeing and shitting everywhere in the house whenever i clean her cage out. i soooo need to toilet train her. and she's such a shit/pee machine! the amount of waste she produces is enough to feed me an entire meal (not that i'll eat it btw)
she's such a cute thing, she's eating the apple skin just right now as i'm typing.
i'm so glad socks and pips get along well.
(random picture i took of her with my phone's cam.) while she was eating the apple skin..
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mid sems are round the corner, dammit. i cant wait for werribee farmwork this wed.
gonna get down for some horse/cattle work. as sadistic as this sounds, i kinda wanna get kicked by a horse. just to see how painful it is.
(random picture i took of her with my phone's cam.)