Sunday, November 16
Skinned.
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it's 230am sunday morning. i am barely 1/3 done with my biochem studying and i honestly didnt understand what i just read. yet, i have to move on cause i'm so hard press for time and i'm about to suffocate.
been so distracted the entire day and here i am now, freaking out in the night. gawd, i never ever learn do i?
anatomy paper 2 was horrid. i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail this paper, which mean it'll most probably be a definite fail for my overall anatomy. i hate this crap. i dont think i ever failed anything before. maybe one of those minor test but.. i never failed an exam before.. and freak, it really sucks.
had a sudden outburst in the shower earlier and i couldnt stop crying/laughing/crying/laughing. to be honest, i couldnt and still cant pinpoint what i was crying about. (i knew i was laughing cause i thought my sudden onset of tears was ridiculous.)
i hate the next 4 days of my life.
