Friday, July 29
it suddenly hit me when i was sneezing
i remembered last sat night (sunday morning), candice came up to me and asked me what i was doing. i vaguely recollect struggling under her hold. sorry dear. as in, as much as i'm coping with whatever i'm doing now, i no longer have a straight path ahead to look to. i'm just living the days as it comes. should people live to live and not plan to live?
all those happenings now, are they leading me to some road or are they just junctions, with path splitting to different routes. hmmm
and chanced abt reen's blog (i dont do much blog reading anymore. ask che, she knows) and i realised i dont know her anymore. like her life, school, i dont even know if she's still attached to ty.
and she's not the only one. i virtually lost contact with all of them, and i know i'm to blame.
bear with me here, i seldom think, if u know me well.
i often take this trait as a blessing, but some random times (like now), this trait makes me sound like an avoider. haha, what an irony.
well, okay, i just sneeze and decided to stop thinking. so i stopped! see what i mean when i said it's a blessing?=))