Tuesday, August 16
just came back from the doctor's. another day of no school. went for my blood test, but honestly, i know i dont have dengue.
anyhows
did a little thinking(i dont think much, cause i dont like thinking) last night and just now, was kinda affected by the buzzing going around at first but now..i guess i'm amused? nah, amused seems wrong, bewildered. yeah.
it's funny how impressions of people you know for years can change just by malicious rumors. but i guess it's more disappointing than- funny.
guess thats all for the thinking, cause it hurts
AND
joel: i know you are reading, i'm msging you at this point of time=) well anyways, i'm still sorry and i'm honest over the whole "it's over thing". why did i even tell you that? zip up or i'll kill you!
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Saturday, stepping into the club
The music makes me wanna tell the DJ, turn it up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound
But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well, I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
Why can't you just let me do
The things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand
Why would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life (but not the way you want me to)
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy