Thursday, June 8
love is like board games
=))
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had a blast yesterday walking up and down the streets of orchard road with like tonnes of shopping bags on our hands. but this time, it's not mine! it's actually someone else's.
damn proud.
so did major shopping and she kinda spent a little over 2k in one day (you don't say ah!) got most of the clothes that she'll need when she goes over end of this month. i never experienced such thrill and exhilaration walking into a store and grabbing about 2-400 dollars worth of stuff; leaving the shop assistants super dumbfounded... cause yah.. (we look like kids)
did i mention i had lunch at shaslik?! yes, back there after like 2 years! and their food is still as great..! mmmmm..
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i'm sitting in my wheely chair now, wondering how time flies and things have changed. like one year ago, i was still out almost everything making merry and drinking my life away. and there was this guy, one particular guy that caught my eye.
well blah blah... and a couple of days ago, i chance upon his friendster and i realised that i now look at him in a completely different light. maybe it's because it's been like almost a year since we had a proper conversation and hence i dont know him anymore or perhaps it's because i saw him with a cigarette in his hand. ( don't get me wrong, i do not discriminate against people who smoke, in fact alot of my friends smoke and i'm still good friends with them!) and then a couple of minutes ago, i decided to check his blog out and all i saw was angst, vulgarism and anger in him.
i guess he's just not the guy i thought him to be anymore, or maybe i never really knew him. but oh well, it's personal choice and i'm not going to preach to him and try to change him whatsoever. yup.=)
and then i turn my eyes to wooo. myself
yes, i'm currently pretty messed up right now
let see:
i think i just got in and out of "depression"
i FAR FAR behind on my work
i did probably nothing so far during the course of this holidays
i'm experienceing sleep deficit
but at least i'm off alcohol and those late nights out. i'm no longer upset over some random people and my friends are great right now. my girlfriend makes me happy and gives me something to look towards. i'm currently doing charity! (haha, THE HIGH LIFE) and i'm actually starting to not splurge rashly.
i think thats something to be happy about.
maybe i'm simple minded, but i look at myself and yes, admist the stress from "not doing anything even though the A's are coming", i'm actually happy.
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and look out the window, it's going to rain. things are going right for me today!