Saturday, October 14
Which story do i tell?
i learnt the role, i made the deal
i know i'm not allowed to feel
i never meant to feel so much
the need to feel that gentle touch
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expectations
the state and art of expecting, an expectant mental attitude.
who sets expectations? me? you?
if expectations do not necessarily lead to getting the best out of someone, or best for someone.
then why do people still make them?
for expectation limits one, it confines one to this undefined code which impedes their progress, development and advancement. Expectation exposes the other to the elements of disappointment, rejection, which break down one's defenses against hurt and vulnerability.
and if that is true, why do we still hold expectations?
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my love hate relationship with studying is killing me.
i want good chinese food.
give me asia grand, peach garden or noble house NOW!
boo.
can i please tell you i love talking to amanda lim. i really really really do. we dont exchange much words actually. but she just has the amazing ability to soothe all thoses sore and rough spots away.
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i really dont get why everyone is so against it.
is it really just expectations?
do you fear?
of losing everything you held on for so long, in exchange for this, this which seems too volatile and uncertain?