Friday, March 23
Deprivation.
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i was wrong into thinking that sleep would have chased those blues. well.. in fact, that thought was the very one that robbed me of my deserving rest and my impaired my ability to concentrate. it seems like whatever activity that i engage in, be in prac or simply watching tv, there's an aching bugging feeling at the back of my head. and yes, i want it to go away.
reading nette's blog is making me upset. upset with the very fact that i barely had a proper break after my a's. cause here i am now, mugging my ass off again while everyone from my batch is just sitting there watching the world go by. yes, i may be working right now if i were back, and yes.. work's a pain.. but at least there's no pressing need to complete stupid assignments, study for tests, survive gruelling pracs and mundane lectures.
i being such a baby right now. i'm deprived of a life, of sleep, of time, of proper internet connection, of food, of everything.. stupid college square has yet to solve the internet problem. i get disconnected every 30-40seconds.
Friday is killing my ass.
i hope yours' is better.