Friday, March 23
Inadequacies.
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there's this feeling deep within me that i'm having a problem defining. to be honest, it has been in my head for the longest time today. it's making me rather uncomforable and disoriented. it's a feeling of insufficiency, incompetency and basically a thought that renders me.. inept.
i want that feeling to go away, i hope it evades me when i wake tmr morning and i'll never be reminded of it. so go if you will..
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went ikea shopping today and bought many many things, well which can only mean.. i spent a crapload of money too. i can no longer survive without plates and bowls and i need not eat out of pots and pans anymore, thank God for that.
school is draining my life of colour, 3 hour labs are killing my soul. yes.. drama you say, but seriously.. try that. and you thought 2 hour pracs in jc was tough. try having to work perpetually and give your full attention to non stop experiments and work for full hours. Argh, hate labs. had 3 hour physics lab on wed, 3 hours of bio lab today.. and tmr, ANOTHER 3 hours of chem prac.
ok, thats about it. i'm going to head to bed and hopefully, i'll wake up tmr feeling a little better of myself and face the harsh reality of this world again.
nights.