how does if feel to know you can be replaced, that no matter how you try, you can never be enough; good enough.
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waking up each day is getting harder and harder. to make matters worse, i woke up today with a hurting throat, clogged up pharynx, runny and bloody nose.
darn, i think i'm falling ill. oh wait.. i think? i am. UH.
and dammit, i'm an slowly inching my way up the scales. i hate the way my weight fluctuates, okay fine.. i am the cause of it since i can never stop snacking.
did i mention that i might potentially be working a 10hour shift at Jim Stynes on sunday? it's JIM STYNES!.. the very room that i kept having an urge to vomit acid as it was extremely hectic. gosh, i hope hayley is working with me.. please be..:(
i'm procrastinating. am gonna have physics lab in a bit, then i've got to rush to MCG straight after it. and.. the annoying physics test is tomorrow, which i am so dreading for. the entire sem 2 work will be tested and i'm barely even there.....
AND..
i forgot to update on how that stupid mathtest-interview day went. i basically left (YES I LEFT) my math test early, with my paper uncompleted , so that i could rush down for my interview.. which i did not go for in the end because i got lost. i was supposed to be at johnston st, fitzroy. However i found myself at collingwood instead. despite backtracking at lightning speed, i was 35 minutes late by the time i reached the office. and so i.. gave up and walked away from it.
